Everytime I look down at one of the babies, I think it's him ( Read more... )

None of you who read this deserve to know how I feel. However, I am writing in my journal b/c I need to ( Read more... )

Pug died.

I actually called my doc today b/c of the panic attacks. She told me to take 25mgs of Trazadone in the morning and then 50mgs at night and then call her on Thursday. I don't feel like being knocked out all day but if that helps with the panic attacks, I don't really want to be awake to have to deal with them so I guess it's better ( Read more... )

One year ago today Abby graduated and it was an extremely hilarious day. My divorced mother and Dad had to be in the same room and not only was it Abby's graduation, it was also their 30th wedding anniversary. hehee Of course everyone's hands were crushed to bits by Pat and Joe was laying on the couch after having had a wreck ( Read more... )

Puggie's still in here in my room and prefers the closet but he's a hider anyway. I pray I got that steroid (Prednisone) in him with his antibiotics. Got quite a few steroids to give him, probably another week's worth. He did voluntarily get in the litter box and I do believe that was his little bit of pee yesterday so at least he's urinating some ( Read more... )

When I talked to Carol tonight, I NEVER EVER thought she would tell me what she told me. Her husband (Steve) is still battling Lymphomatic Leukemia and then the cancer spread to his spinal cord and ultimately to his brain. She says he has no hair, he only weighs 145lbs. and he looks like he's 75 years old. :'( And yet he was in his office yesterday ( Read more... )

Pug is HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Praise the Lord. His urine still has a little blood in it but he's eating turkey and drinking plenty of water. I have GOT to head out tonight to at least get some dry kitten food and also some canned nummies.

He's still on Prednisone and Amoxi drops for about another week.

*whew*

Yesterday morning I drove myself and Joe to Kratzers to get my meds. That's how it's been: I would rather be with Joe out of my environment than not have him here ( Read more... )

Slowly recovering. Constantly telling myself "Don't think, don't think ( Read more... )