So Ruth officially sucks for giving me the letter "O"... this is gonna be hard. But I still want to hang out with you ( Read more... )

Wow. This may be the longest I've gone without posting since I got this craaazy thing. Well, I'm home, and I'm getting used to it. I don't miss you all with the passion of a thousand suns any more.... maybe just a couple dozen or so. I'm feeling better than I have since last November, when all this scary drama started, which is fabulous. ( Read more... )

Well, I'm home. Saying goodbye to Sam today was the most difficult thing I've ever done. I must have cried for an hour, my dad looked so uncomfortable. Now I feel numb, like someone's ripped all the emotions out of me... which is almost better than the incredible heartache I've been feeling for the last three days (yes, including during the party ( Read more... )

Well, the rumors are true... I've dug myself into so much of a hole I cannot recover. So I'm taking a leave of absence for the rest of the semester. And since I cannot afford to live off campus, I'm going home. My parents get here in an hour, and I leave Saturday morning. god, it feels like my heart is breaking... I love this school. It's the only ( Read more... )

So health center beds are way more comfortable than I remembered... which doesn't really make up for having to sleep there, but it's a decent perk. Ugh. My brain sucks balls. Big, sweaty, man-balls. Why can't it just leave me in peace, dammit?! Needless to say, I have zero plans for the weekend, so if you're around come bother me. Or tell me to ( Read more... )

This is what happens when I don't know what to write my drama lit paper about:


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Ok, if I wash something that's 94% cotton in really hot water and then dry it immediatly, will it shrink?? I bought a box of like 6 pairs of underwear (that's actually cute!!) but it's all too big, and I don't care quite enough to mail them home for my mom to exchange for me. argh. love to all

I do not want to be one of these people. Who can't enjoy themselves. I feel broken... and there's no one who can fix me. Not even me. I should have had the time of my life tonight, and I simply couldn't. I feel numb and useless and I miss the old me. The me that most of you first became friends with. I hope she's not gone for good. love to all

Well, my difficulties from last semester are beginning to reappear... which, if you've been missing me in class, is why i'm never there. Life sucks. But, on the other hand, I really enjoyed this, cuz I can kick sam's ass at battleship sooo easily


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homemade chicken noodle soup + homemade cornbread= a very very happy amy. and hopefully a less-sick boyfriend. Sometimes, I think I might just be awesome... but don't quote me on that. Also I am this (insert really itty bitty finger squeeze) close to abandoning last five years, because I can't find anywhere to do it and NO ONE WILL HELP ME! ( Read more... )