I think I am going to drive home tonight. I am freaking out cuz I have so much stuff to do and no time so I called work and told them I won't be in tomorrow. That mostly makes me sad because I love my babies ever so much, but it mostly makes me feel immense amounts of relief ( Read more... )

I am so hungover and I have to go to class all day. Shoooooot me now.

I went to the mall to buy a dress and/or shoes. I came home with really weird looking pants and goofy sunglasses. Hmmm how do I do this ( Read more... )

I am just having one of those life phases where I am wondering, "Who am I? What am I doing?" I hate that and love it in my sick little way at the same time. In a way, it really wakes me up to reality and out of my little fantasy world that I like to hide in. Sometimes I think I could just live through my daydreaming and be perfectly content. ( Read more... )

You are the rain
Dripping down blades of grass
In the morning blast
Of sunshine through the trees
You come alive
In streams
Down sidewalks
Through trees
Blown by the wind
In a field so damp
Sewn into the morning smells
Of ginger and morning bells
And grasping my heart,
Like a shawl wrapped tight
Singing, Bon Voyage to the night
Bon Voyage to the

I feel funny.

The house is a disaster.
My homework pile is growing.
The cat is breaking stuff.
Elise is crying.
The garbage disposal stopped working.
There is mold on the ceiling.
I am behind on bills.
My stomach is killing me.
It smells in here.
I am tired as hell.

If these are the supposed best years of my life then just kill me now.

Ahh I feel so weird. I don't feel like myself lately. Weird emotions and constant sickness. I hate my body. It has a mind of its own. I just want to feel healthy and energetic again. I am sick of feeling so aggitated all the time. Grrr.

Could this day possibly get any worse?

Stick ( Read more... )