An hour ago I was in love with my life and now I am eating to fill some void. Why do I do this? Chemicals in my head? Fear of abandonment or loneliness? I am scared that I dream such fabulous wonders that my real life could never come close. I am scared of this long distance thing and having so many responsibilities that I feel the urge to ( Read more... )

You are a
Social Liberal
(78% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(15% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Socialist

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My spring break is coming to an end and I am sad. As of Monday I am back working part time, going to school full time, and being stressed out. It has been a really good break though. Andrew and I drove down the Oregon coast and it was the best trip ever. Shitty motels and walks on the beach with the person you love -- I think that is unbeatable ( Read more... )

Don't you love being drunk? All your insecurities are gone and you can convince yourself that all the pretty dreams are real.

Am I faithful, am I strong, am I good enough to belong ( Read more... )

I miss...everything.
I want...everything.
I am a selfish brat.
Whatever.

I just have this huge urge to go see whales. Man I really wanna go to the San Juan Islands and just sit and watch whales like I did as a kid. I love those damn orcas.

I am so sick of myself. I can't handle it anymore, I feel like I am going crazy. Everything I do just fucks up somebody else. I am a walking disaster. My mom is on the verge of killing me. First, I lose my camera. Then, I lose my phone. Then, I lose my car keys. Oh now, I have lost her camera, her cord, the paperwork for the rebate on my ( Read more... )

This morning I woke up and thought, "What the fuck am I doing with myself?"

Weirdest dreams ever.