I give all of myself to the ppl in my life. I give even more to my partner, or those I wish would be one day. And I get thank yous, but never the kind of gesture to show true appreciation. I have given hundreds of massages in my life and the only person who returns the favor is my mother. Tasha gave me one once, for my birthday and she paid ( Read more... )

I want so much to not care. But I can't make it happen. Why do u get to me so much? Why do u make me feel like I'm not good enough and everything you ever told me was lie? Why did u kiss me so long ago and tell me we would end up together? We're not. u knew that all along. You want anyone whose not me. Why lie to me?

Life is odd right now. I don't know where I'm going in life or who will continue to be in my life besides my family. I'm not happy in Lansing. I don't want to move farther away & I don't want to move to Indiana.. I can NEVER live in Coldwater again cuz it would be the death of me. I feel so lost and pulled in so many directions, yet i don't ( Read more... )

I'm not sure I have any friends anymore. It seems like all I have is people who used to really like me, now I never hear from anyone and it sucks. I know it's my fault, since I'm really busy now working and stuff, but I wish I had the kind of friends who would make the effort to keep in touch too. I try, but it's really hard since I'm not home ( Read more... )

Sorry that it has been so long since I have updated... I know, I'm a crappy LJ'er ( Read more... )

I miss ALL of my friends, but especially my Kzoo homies! I wish I could just quit my job and go back to hanging out and drinkin' and just enjoying life with my girls! I wish this summer could be a combo of last summer and last semester. I miss my bars, even kind miss being a student. Never thought I would say that, but I'm kinda jealous of all ( Read more... )

1) Write down 7 things that piss you off (in no certain order ( Read more... )

No more finals, no more homework (for me not to do), no more classes (for me to skip), no more professors (for me to hang out with so I get good grades anyways), no more classmates (for me to ignore), no more sleeping in class, no more stupid college moments. It's officially over and I am sad ( Read more... )

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