Alright.. so I've made myself a reasonable plan..
Breakfast: 1 yogurt
Lunch: 1/2 cup of raisins
Snack: 1 apple
Dinner: Whatever is served

I also will treat myself occasionally when deserved.. a small one.. every three or four days.

Please comment.. I need feedback

I have a headache.. I think I need to eat something.
The only thing I've digested in the past 24 hours was apple juice and tylenol. I feel like binging.. taking out a jar of peanut butter or something and eating all of it. Right now. But I don't want to. I need to lose weight. I need to look perfect. I need to be so thin I hurt. It won't happen... ( Read more... )

Have you ever contemplated your existence? Asking yourself a million questions only to lack answers? I'm always feeling entirely pointless. Couldn't the world do without me? It's not like I have any opportunities that I may miss.. or any friends to let go of. I'm one of those people that are insignificant. I frustrate people. I make them upset. ( Read more... )

They all stare and laugh.. they torture me with their whispers and glances.. It hurts so much.

People should learn to realise that not everyone can be as damn perfect as them. I feel so isolated.. confused.. so dumb when I can't achieve the same state of mind as them. I have an odd temptation to open my window and yell profanity at the world. I'd ( Read more... )