i want to cry. I'm  on the road of reovery rite nowand my little sis( 14yr old) just make a commemnt about how my stomach getting bigger than before. I couldn't really blame her because i asked her if she thinks that i gain weight and kinda forced her to said things that i wanna hear, which is i'm fat.
Why can i just be happyyyyyyy? When can i get ( Read more... )

I am  97lbs atand i'm 5'5. This is m current weight but i feel so fat. Couple yrs ago i weight 73lbs and passed out in school and hospitalized. Then i got up to 120lbs for like 3 moths. I lose i to 95lbs within 4 months.
Right peole say i look skinny but i still feel fat. I want to be at 85lbs.

I don't know wat wrong wit me. I am doin good lately, but today i ate to much.

vegan chocolate mouse, salad, 2 eggs white, some chocolate chip sone, 1 cup of light soymilk, and 1 apple.

I  feels so fucking fat right now. I feel like i gaining 5lbs. I am going to see my nutritionist tis friday. I'm a ( Read more... )

I went to see my therapist tis morning. This is ridiculous i  want help, but i'm not totally honest with her. .
I weight myself this morning and it is 95lbs -97lb. So far i have only water and 2 pieces of gum ( 10cal).
How is anyone doing. Any1 in here cureently seek professionals help, but can't recover.

Life suck. Why can i just eat an not o think about it like normal people. Why can i fast without beign afraid that i'm going to collapse. I can't do anything CUZ of my stupid panick attack ( Read more... )

I am currenty see a nutritionist. I saw her 3 weeks ago, but last friday when she weight me again, i got down 4lbs. Well i am happy, but also scare. I want to be healthy and yet i still want to be skinny. BTW i haven't had my period for 4 years.I am so confuse rit now.

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