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Journal themes repeating.
The bypass is eternally tempting. I have spent lifetimes developing the
best and most destructive patterns possible. I have made it my life's work to continually implement all of them.
Obviously this is a success story, not the trite tale of a girl gone wrong.
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misadventures of a coopedup
Fuck guys. And not literally. I mean, that's my point- don't. -
orange high
Shooting at brother's high school [he didn't get shot--it's okay]. Mum took me out of group home, I'm at the house as of from now on. Living at home, been a year since.
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oh hello livejournal.
Was at Peninsula Village.
Email address is the same as it was for my literati addictions: blankwalls0@yahoo.com
I love yous. -
chunnel
Tomorrow I leave with father and brother to France. 2 weeks. No shit.
And to all the July 19 lovelies, kisses and whispers. -
before the wind, roots
Tomorrow morning we move. Putting everything I own in a box, the objects that define my life are all depressing. The closest this is to is a death, is a daughter of mine passed away and I'm throwing out every reminder. Books, journals, clothes, meaningless exmus presents ( Read more... ) -
w/retch, egg-free moravian bore
Oh don't hate me; I am my mother. Me and my big stupid ribcage.
"Well be quiet because you do it to yourself", hypocrite.
In a row, this is my twentieth day. Zoloft: do something.
Maybe, when they untwist me, I'll stop being dumb. -
asymmetry
Went to the doctor today for a physical check-up and for medicine:
Found out I have significant scoliosis. Made an appointment for a bone doctor.
Other than that, the medicine of choice is Zoloft, again [heh she made me promise not to kill myself]. As if. -
"I have a mood ring and I'm happy and loved [dark blue]."
When I can't sleep, I go up to the attic. This is new, my fourth time now maybe. It's small with crates and sleeping bags and dozens of mum's canvases from when she used to dream, familial artifacts. There are lots of crucifixes, too ( Read more... )