I used to be so good at this. Why has it gotten so hard? I want to kill myself.

Current weight: 120 pounds
ST goal weight: 110 pounds
LT goal weight: 99 pounds

Remember these?  I remember being like 15 or 16 and sitting at my ( Read more... )

Progress update:
May 4th-----106 pounds----17.6
May 3rd-----107 pounds----17.8
May 2nd-----108 pounds----18.0
April 30th----109 pounds----18.1
April 28th----110 pounds----18.3

My Idols

• MK&A Olsen (of course)
  
• Lindsay Lohan (after she lost all that weight)
• Kahlen on America's Next Top Model
• Avril Lavigne (when she isn't speaking or singing)
  
• Jessica Simpson

Why I'll Starve Myself Today

• Because I can
• Because I want to
• Because I get what I want
• Because I feel brand new every day
• Because I just won't quit

Thinspirational Quotes

• Being thin is a skill
• A flat stomach is nice but a concave stomach is perfect
• A "craving" is only a feeling
• An imperfect body reflects an imperfect person.
• Calories can't make you happy

The Ana Commandments

1) If thou aren't thin, thou aren't attractive.
2) Take laxatives, buy clothes, starve thyself- anything to lose weight.
3) Being thin is more important than being healthy.
4) Thou shall not eat with out feeling guilty.
5) Thou shall not eat with out punishing thyself.
6) Thou shall count calories and restrict intake until thou ( Read more... )