WEEKEND

[ana_driven]

I am off to Wartburg today! even though it is only 10am I still can't help but think about how much fun I am going to have this weekend. There is a 21st B-day party for a friend of matts and an old school friend of mine at UNI (University of Northern Iowa) this weekend and we are goin to it. It should be awesome! The theme is "polo shirts and mini

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[kamkam12]

Hey Brendy wow yeah it has been a while... I don't write in my journal much anymore I might make a new one like you did but keep my old one... I might just make one to talk to you but you would have to help me come up with a name for it haha! I hate that you stopped talking to me I swear evertime I got something like a comment I was hopping it was from you... I left you a few comments on your old one and I was wondering why you never commented back... Wow I can't believe you have an eating disorder this is a total shock to me and you cut too! wow... You were always so strong and seemed so happy really sometimes you would cheer me up from my days... yeah I have a lot of stresses right now in my life too I guess its just the teenage years you know... I'm almost finished with life guard training I'm going to be a local life guard at the YMCA which is close to my house so thats what I will be doing for the summer! Weren't you a life guard? When you went through training did you have trouble pushing the spinal board down because I finished

[ana_driven]

Kam Thank you so much I was so worried you would like hate me for being so stupid. I am drifting away for God too. I really need your help in this area. After my youth paster got sent to Iraqu in september I kinda gave up on praying and stuff. I really miss it. Its just so hard when no one around you beleives too. You know?
Oh, the spinal board thing. if you grab the middle of the board and place your two hands about 2feet apart and pull the board up before you push down, it seems to go down deeper and then let it float up after it is under the person. Don't forget to try and keep it as close to you as you can when pushing it down.
I am glad that you are not going to leave me... I hide a lot of things from my friends and family, That is why I started a new journal. I needed to let some of this all out. I was getting depresed and knew it was because i wasnt letting it all out to my youth pastor, cuz he is not here right now.

[kamkam12]

help me come up w/ a new LJ name bc I will tell you whats going on with me too bc im not sure of who has my journal or who even reads it anymore i know how u feel I keep it all to myself and could use someone to talk to as well on things...

[ana_driven]

how about (deepsecrets), (changed), the_other_me, stuckkam, kamsecrets, ....something like those

[candybladechick]

hot, hot