Well this is my last night of freedom "per se" b4 i start work ( Read more... )

Well the doctor has finally decided to look into why i am getting migrane's, yippy ( Read more... )

I got a txt on my friend from megan that she wanted to speak to me asap, so txt her back she says to me to be at mum's on the sunday so i go home from my friends house and wait all day for her, she gets there and says to me, do you want a job, im like hell yeh of course i want a job "money, money" so she finally tells me she is giving me a job at ( Read more... )

well today is the day, mum turns 59 today. I woke up at 6.30 to greet her with her present a Barbara Striesand DVD, she is one of mums fav singers so i thought i'd buy it, she loved it, DVD player is a bid screwd at the moment so she can't play it today. I'm thinking of buying a DVD player next pay day ( Read more... )

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went to the doctors today, he seems to think that i should be seeing a psychiatrist for my mental problems, and seemed quite worried about my state of mind ( Read more... )

well today is the first day of the rest of my life and i plan to use it wisely!!! My friend and i are about to venture to the place of the unknown world, the gym!! freaky i know, but none the less we are going in less than an hour. i have for the past few months thought of going but never really had the motivation till this friend brought it up in ( Read more... )

not feeling too good, oooh feel like i am going to vomit "again". well i huess mia has come back with a vengence i can't help but to vomit when i eat these days "too full, too fat, need a way out of this fatty tissue" yuk ( Read more... )

thet're going to take me away haha to the funny farm!! well atleast that's the way it feels. My sister and peter made up, they aren't blueing any more on the contrary they are just great best friends even!! what the? drives me fucking insane, why can't anyone just make up their mind what they want and stick to it ( Read more... )

stresses, stresses and more stresses, that's life for me at the moment. No idea what is wrong with me, i can't handle anything anymore, i either blow up and want to smash something or i want to bawl like a small child for days and days on end ( Read more... )