well i am officially moved back to mums house after a month and a half " bummer". as i was staying with a friend of mine for a while, but we ended up being evicted by our other room mates mother "her name was on the lease" i was very angry woth the way things were handled so i had a bit of a confrontation with the mother, and she was lucky that i ( Read more... )

well i have moved out of home finally, and well to say the least i am very stressed out, i am at my moms at the moment and thought i might catch up on my "internet ( Read more... )

well i have been on these knew anti depressants and more or less i have been like a raving lunatic. I keep fucking up, don't know how fix it. how do you make everyone happy? that is the question i put to the world, but sadly the world has no reply, but the cold slap of silence. I don't know i've just been going off my tree at everyone, maybe i ( Read more... )

i have just arrived home from a friend of mine's house the friend "whom i went off my " fucking" nut at". We are fine now, she forgives me, "everything's peachy" lol ( Read more... )

so here i am sitting in front of my bloody computer yet again, ready to spill all my secrets on to the god forbidden page and technically i have not a fucking thing to say ( Read more... )

all i can say is, alot of people expect alot out of me and i don't think i am up for the challenge anymore. does this make sense, probably not, but it's the line going over and over in my head ( Read more... )

This weekend has jst gotten from bad to worse i mean i know life is not full of happy endings and there is no pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, but why do i always seem to be around when EVERYTHING FUCKS UP ( Read more... )

i am currently at home at this stage but i am moving out of home soon. As soon as i save up enough money for bond and 2 weeks rent then i will be out of this place and then i will be able to go to the doctor, yay! i will pay for it myself and it will all be good then ( Read more... )

one of my favourite books is coming to video soon, it has christina ricci and jason biggs and some other people in it. man i love that book i can so relate to many things she says in that book. It's so funny and witty too all at the same time. i bought the book about a year ago and the movie was made 3 (the book had been out for years) years ago ( Read more... )

so my dad told me last night he is coming down in september and i am just numb to it. I really don't want him to come down i mean he is going to fuck things up for me again i an just see it, i was starting to get my life back on track and now he is going to walz into my life agin. Just great ( Read more... )