derek ended up being fine and diagnosed with walking pnemonia. better than what everyone thought. as for me a nd him thats no longer a happening thing. why does this always happen as soon as i find something good for myself it back fires? well i got to get back to christmas shopping and working. ttyl. journal.

omg im off work and then i get over to my bfs to find out hes having really bad chest pain. he says hes fine and then hes doubled over for no reason so i take him to the ER cause he looks really bad. so now im back at work and hes not good they say he may have a collapsed lung. im currently not allowed to go over and talk to him but from where im ( Read more... )

well last night sucked ass i finished CTT training(army junk) at like 400pm and then i had to pick up a friend from his class at 430 and i almost didnt make it to my bf's apt before he left. while i was there he totally just acted like we were only friends. i hadnt seen him in 4 days and he didnt even give me a kiss. so i dont know whats going on. ( Read more... )

i just looked at how long ago i last updated and next week will officially be a year thats absolutely horrible how could i neglect my dear friend lj for so long? well its nice to be back everyone and i hope most of you still know who i am. ill be home next year sometime in the spring and ill be coming back to cj for a little while. well drop me a ( Read more... )

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Ingredients:

3 parts jealousy

3 parts humour

3 parts leadership
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of fitness

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well i havent posted in a very long time and im really sorry. i have been moving everyone in and out of their homes just to make some money to pay a few of my bills. graduated life sucks. not really it rocks and no i dont have that many bills and im really not in debt jusyt joshing about that part but i have been moving three different homes to new ( Read more... )