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Air Ticket
I have to keep reminding myself that I was happy here, before I knew I could get on a plane and fly away. -
Shine
We always run from danger, but yet we can't help but look back at the beauty of destruction.
The past has a funny way of creeping up on you, in ways that you would never have predicted. In an instant everything you thought was solid ground can crumble beneath you with only the slightest crack. And there you are again, square one. And it hurts like ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
The pieces never
could fit in the right places;
but we still survived.
(Quote - ~poeticwonder [Deviantart])
And the pieces still don't quite fit, but for once thats ok.
Well my extremely few readers, life has been good. And still is good. It's becoming so much easier just to be, wheras for so long it was a struggle. I know I shouldn't be dwelling on ( Read more... ) -
The plot thickens
Saturday and Sunday was relay for life, which was good, but it wasn't as good as I hoped it would be. It's funny how one small little thing can make you feel like you are back at square one again, which is pretty much what I felt like that night. I ended up leaving at 5am with JP and going home. Much to the disapproval of the rest of the team, but ( Read more... ) -
Speaking of the circus...
"Somebody should have taught you
Hearts are not like acrobats
that bend and twist
but never break" -
Full Steam Ahead
It's back into full steam ahead mode after retreat *sigh*. But I have to say, I am so glad I went to retreat. It's not necessarily that I learned all this stuff about myself and about others, although that was good. It was just such a positive experience. Everyone got along brilliantly, people talked to others outside of their circle, people ( Read more... ) -
Waiting List
I'm waiting for you to do something extraordinary
To shock me to my core
and knock me off my feet.
I've been waiting a hell of a long time and I don't know how much longer I can wait.
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Rant
(Warning, bad language (swearing definatly, grammar and spelling a maybe) is going to be used. If you will find it offensive, don't read on)
I get so annoyed when people are too damn stupid to get the fucking message. I DON'T WANT TO GET NAKED FOR YOU ON WEBCAM.
So I'm in a chat room right, talking pretty innocently, we are getting along well so we ( Read more... ) -
Optimism!
These next few weeks could turn out to be good. Better not jinx it.
So I have mums birthday coming up, which should, judging by mums past birthdays, be bloody hilarious. Then I have relay for life carwash, which could be pretty good fun. Then it's the long weekend! With the friday just being cross country so the day won't involve much. Plus that ( Read more... ) -
Short
These past couple of days have been strange. I really need to get out of my house, I'll go down to the beach tomorrow or something, spend the day there.
I think I'm just going to be one of those people who are self sufficient and don't really have all that many friends. Probably a bit of a negative thought, but I'm feeling a bit negative at the ( Read more... )