I haven't been on here in a few months. some stuff happened to where I didn't even Feel like getting out of bed. I don't even kno how to begin to talk about it let alone write it. The Dirty thoughts In the back of my mind stand out. I think of all the times I Trusted Him. I just wonder how he can go on Living and breathing knowing what he did to ( Read more... )

Hey girlsI hope everyone is doing good today?. I didnt eat as much as I thought I was going to. I just took 4 Tylenol PM's so im hoping they knock me out or something. I went for a job interveiw at the BX today, it went okey. The dude kinda creeped me out tho he kept looking at me all weird. I think it starts off at $6.50. which is better then what ( Read more... )

Hey girlies

How is everyone doing?. Me Im not doing all that well, something happened last night so i took a few; maybe a handful of vicodin and tried to go to sleep. It worked I slept from like 12:30 till about now. I was woken up by Jessica my best friend and my sister. and ended up puking. Im dizzy right now and super tired. I fucked up my fast ( Read more... )

I kno i shouldnt probably post this right now but im actually doing real well
of day 1 of my fast, just water so far. pure, cold water. I am going to go to curves later. Im feeling fat today aha
well more later girls
ana luv
Jazz

Can't ever die.
One dose of pills.
thoughtwould finally do it.
My tortured fat ass
Needs to dissapear completely
I need to be Obliterated
I'm not worth anything.
Why theFuck am I so angry?
Why the Hell when I want need something
its so far out of reach.?
Maybe you understand what its like to be dead on the inside.
Maybe you know what its like To ( Read more... )

Hey kiddos.
How goes it. Im ok just sitting here listening to musica. lol im bored as fuck if you can't tell I stopped writing in my last LJ well kind of this one is for my ana the other is for my normal thoughts. well Im gonna do a survey so you can get to kno me its easier than typin the shit out.
Jazz

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