well, went to auburn this weekend. mistake. parents gave me $100 and a tank of gas for my birthday before i left. know what i have to show for it? nothing. absolutely not a damn thing. such a waste of time and money. damn this was the worst birthday ever. noone even called.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ( Read more... )

even though i know that it isnt good for you, i ate mushrooms last night and tripped. now before you critize and i expect it, just know that it was one of the best expierences of my life. some of you are now saying "What?!" and i wouldn't expect any less, but during this trip my mind started to wonder as it usually does, and i learned something ( Read more... )

For some odd reason i feel like i'm at camp green lake, and i'm having to dig a damn hole everyday. remember when they said "the first hole is the worst", and then the next day its "the second hole is the worst". thats how i feel right now. and as we were walking out, one of the cooks said, "I wish it was busy tonight." WTF? i'm exhausted and this ( Read more... )

oh my god i hurt in places i didnt know i had and i puked twice with blood. because of my teeth and my pills. speaking of i have to take some more right now. ok done.work was cool at first, but then i started getting hot and i dry heaved a couple of times, took a break started working again, then puked twice. but i finished my shift and noone knew ( Read more... )

it doesnt hurt so bad if i dont open my mouth, but you know me, thats kinda hard to do. went in, b.s.'ed with the nurse and dr. lil'john (YEAH!) while he was injecting me with the drugs, made the statement "I think i'm about gone" and then i woke up. funny how it sneaks up on you like that. wish i didnt have to stay at home tonight. really wanna go ( Read more... )

well, getting my teeth pulled in about 2 hours. i'm not nervous so much as i'm panicking. not alot of panic mind you, but enough to make the next few hours suck.

i stepped on my phone the other day at scout falls, the display looks kinda cool and it wouldn't be a problem if i could get into my phonebook or read text messages, but i cannot so its a ( Read more... )

well, i got a job today. Red lobster is my new place of employment, and while i find washing dishes isnt what i want to do, to get hired on there its what i'm going to have to do. a job's a job and money is money so it shall be done. getting my wisdom teeth pulled monday so i'll be fairly drugged up when i got to orientation fun, fun.

well, as you know i'm moving home for good. Messed up in school, got cutoff, forced to return. Not forced, I was given a choice and I made it, for good or ill(although lately its taken a turn for the ill). I have to get out of this house now, because i'm afriad if i don't my dad and i will get into another fight. Today, of all days, he blows up on ( Read more... )

well, tonight was kinda cool. I played catch-up with an old friend, and it was fun. Coming home, as I said, friday. Fun fun. I wanna go do something with you. I haven't seen you in so long. it'd be neat. Oh well, if it happens, it happens ( Read more... )