come
come back to me my
my darling

i wasnt prepared for this
no
i wasnt prepared for this
no

oh when the day is blue, i sit here
wondering about you...

do i really deserve this? does my heart deserve this burden?

im so frustrated i could explode. i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living i hate living ( Read more... )

i dont even want to say whats going through my mind. im scared to talk to her, thats for sure. it just feels like whatever i do something is going to put a wall up in front of me. the sweatshirt im wearing smells like her perfume and it makes me feel relaxed. i want to go crazy.

today was good. work was awesome. i make commission.

today was a pretty awesome day. i havent had a good day in a while so it was really nice to experience one. a couple of really unexpected things happened and they really made me feel good. i got to hang out with troy and chris grace for a while, and i got to spend a lot of time with sarah, and i loved it. it was really unexpected but i was in ( Read more... )

i dont even know were to start. i just hope to god things start getting better. they were for a bit. i was still kinda crazy but at least i had a tiny grip on things. at least i was moving forward, if slowly. now, dead stop. no, not even. backwards, at a very high speed ( Read more... )

because whenever people treat you like shit, it hurts.thats why.

wow. why do i give a fuck ( Read more... )

i'm excited to start working on thursday.

im gonna go see a basketball game tonight at cal state.

tomorrow i might go with jordan to guitar center.

im gonna finish all these song ideas i have. i have to.

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