I have a new addiction to taking showers at night ( Read more... )

i have realized that i kind of miss my journal, and so maybe i will come back to it. it kind of feels like my journal and i broke up a long time ago , and we never really had closure... so now writing in it feels akward and romantic.

hey~ sorry i couldnt talk to you yesterday...
i am home now though so call me
oh yeah, i still dont know your email, so i hope you read this soon
i love you!

happy new years everyone :)

why is it not ok
to leave when im crying

why cant i just go to an art school
i need to leave

i just wanted to tell u happy birtday
i hope that it was wonderful
i miss you!

first ( Read more... )

i miss all of you
i can't concentrate on studying today
all i can think about is... that it's cold
and i really want to be with my friends
i've been listening to the counting crows for two days now
it must be the weather
the sky suddenly turned pink orange
and i just saw two deer run through my back yard
i think i will go on a walk

one day i hope you can realize that you have people in your life that really love you and really care about you.
i feel like a useless friend
you dont ever have to listen to me.. just know that i care enough to try

"she spoke and wept- the dark and azure well ( Read more... )

i am bored... i wish everyone would wake up now...
i want to go play
i hate being the first one up :(