"must buy thesaurus"

"i am memory alive"
- joy harjo

my mom bought me flowers~ that was really sweet of her
it's all i really wanted
besides a puppy
and strawberry cake with vanilla icing

"and don't tell me what they did to you
as though you had no choice
tell me, isn't that your picture?
isn't that your voice?
if you don't live what you sing about
your mirror is going to find out"
- ani

i came to watch the clouds unfold ( Read more... )

i am starting to get very very annoyed with my manager at work. i realy dont mind working, it's all fine, but if she wants me to work EVERY day i wish she would just tell me or put it on the schedule instead of tricking me into thinking i only have to work mon, tue, wed, and then suprising me 8 am phone calls every morning after that while im ( Read more... )

hmmm well, i am just waiting around... like usual. i am feeling kind of lonely. i miss my girls a lot, and i am regretting the times that i ever ditched them for boys. im sorry for that. boys are just stupid, and the idea of being a lesbian just seems so much easier sometimes. ughhh~ but no... being in love is just difficult. i hate missing people ( Read more... )

i miss you!! i had a dream last night that i was with people at an old theatre and we were going to see a play.. i was wearing boots that came up past my knees and i was skipping around. so we sat down and i saw you and danielle, that wierd looking girl from 9th grade gym class sitting across the room. i was like "ivy! you're back!" and u saw me ( Read more... )

i cant believe this... i just found out that one of carla's best friends.... and someone who was very close to me at one point in time~ someone who i spent hours and hours on the phone with so many nights during the summer of ninth grade talking about love and the life and spirituality.. one of the most beautiful positive minded people that i have ( Read more... )

im gonna die of this... it's impossible to fall alseep anymore ( Read more... )