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Returned after a 10 year absence.
I sat down at my desk today and read an old handwritten note, which had a list of journal applications, one of them was LJ. It jogged my long term memory of a time when I used to keep a livejournal. So lo and behold, it is still all here! Amazing grace really, and it is good to read my old memories and rantings at a much younger age.
Those highs ( Read more... ) -
Went running
Have been running every Sunday night for the last few weeks now, and getting better bit by bit. All the stress of the week just melts away and I feel fantastic! It is amazing because I have been sitting at my desk pretty much all day wondering why I can't concentrate or study. The reason: I needed to get out and exercise. It's easier said than done ( Read more... ) -
Im over it
I am sick of being treated like crap. I just want to go home , make this the final part of being in Japan, but No, I am stuck in this so called relationship. I so know Im being used. I have tried to break it off about 5 times now. But I feel messed up afterward and change my mind. WHat is going on? I feel like this is so one way. But what can I do ( Read more... ) -
One week since I ended it
I had written something before , right afterwards, but I realised how emotional I was and that it wasn't such a good post. Anyway , without boring you with the nitty gritty, the basic story is that he turned into an outright bastard for no reason, and expected sympathy for it in turn. Some type of self- directed delusion or hypochondria or ( Read more... ) -
I need a change desperately
Lately I have been feeling like I need to do something in life, change jobs, do something more for myself, etc... I don't know what it is. I have been researching courses and things endlessly on the internet (wasting time) but I can't make a decision. Actually life kinda sux right now because although my relationship is going well, I feel like I am ( Read more... ) -
So Humid
The HUMIDITY is downright depressing me. I feel terrible at the moment, won't somebody/ something cheer me up? Besides that, my Boyfriend is dissing me. I don't think he realises, but his effort is leaving a lot to be desired.. maybe just an email or a phone call would appease ? ??? Is that too much to ask? Then again, maybe he is playing a game of ( Read more... ) -
Memory Loss
I can't remember the last time I wrote in LJ, but I know I seriously need to work on my blogging regularity and content. I am stuck in a major decision at the moment. My relationship is getting quite serious yet I have booked a ticket back home on the 7th of November. I have to tell my boyfriend I'm leaving , and thus work something out with ( Read more... ) -
Doing my Maths
Well I have managed to come so far without much knowledge of mathematics, but recently i realised that it is absolutely necessary to succeed. So I enrolled into a Mathematics course. For the first few months I didn't do very much, I found I was too busy or not in the mood. But now I am finding the motivation to do it. I'm just studying the basics ( Read more... ) -
Dangerous
Just watching the news in Brisbane and I see the headlines of a major Nightclub owner in Brisbane, who I used to work for at Rockafellas nightclub, got sent to jail for trafficking and producing drugs... here is a link : http://drugenforcement.blogspot. ( Read more... )
