It's been a long time, I shouldn't have left.. heheh... but they asked me to complete an age verification and I couldnt do it, it was way too complicated for my plebian mind , i mean my young mind... ler... anyway... it has now been done and Im on my way to live journalling again!!!! YAY ( Read more... )

the single most defining feature of today has been the humidity. It is so unbelievably hot and humid that it is hard to think and do anything. oh, wait there is a breeze ( Read more... )

This last couple of weeks has been so unbelievably packed with things - events, actions, people. I have found that the biggest of all though has been the Tsunami in Thailand.... it has provided the world with a purpose to do something good. I don't know how many australians died in the disaster, but my co worker DArren went over there and I still ( Read more... )

The primary evidence of which business people as well as political leaders are most guilty of is worse in areas of government and health whereby people who are meant to be taking care of society act as the primary candidates of evil doing and decision making to their own selfish means. Selfishness is basically biological , but it is over the top ( Read more... )

The past few days a lot has changed, mainly because I have made it.. I am changing unis now. At the moment I kinda feel malaise (due to the heat) and kinda low on meaning in life...Sorta like I want to connect to something expressive or meaningful but not really in the mood ( Read more... )

Boy its getting hot, Summer 2004 will be very warm indeed. So now I am a management/. consultant and it is all that and more. I can say that for sure the stuff in my newly current job responsibility is dealing with much higher level data and system issues that havent been done before. I need to go back to stuff I dealt with before yet also am ( Read more... )

I am having one of those days where nothing adds up. Like people I know must be betraying me, and stuffing me up intentionally. THey will be caught. It has been raining all day and I have been thinking and thinking all day long ( Read more... )

Today was a great day but I realised just how much money I waste on food alone. I have spent about 10 dollars per day not including groceries. Today I made several decisions. 1) to eat less 2) not to trust people (the reason is difficult to explain) 3) not to worry about my lovelife ( Read more... )

my purpose is to try and find the reason for such massive power distances between " fact and faith ( Read more... )

I just put all my details in and they want me to do it again, anyway, I wonder what this page looks like now after not looking at it for a while. I am in such a blah mood today. I wonder if anyone agrees with me.. I wish it was legally possible to divorce from family members sometimes, so they didn't interfere with my life. WHy do people expect so ( Read more... )