I feel so incredibly happy! I feel so lucky that Jared has taken me back and that we are super happy about being together. I feel like the ugly duckling of the relationship but as long as hes attracted to me, what am I worried about? Oh well, I guess we will always have our insecurities about our appearances. I think Jared is absolutely gorgeous ( Read more... )

I am beyond happy! Me and Jared are doing amazingly and we had the perfect, romantic vacation! The chicago trip is over with now. Me and him bonded and fucked...everywhere hahaha I think me and him will be together for a long, long time :) My entire family loved him! Ted and dad told Jared he should come up with me during the winter sometime. Jared ( Read more... )

Jared asked me to be his girlfriend at 3am this morning. I couldnt be happier! It was sooo random...<3

one more week exactly and me and Jared will be in Chicago! I cant wait! A couple of days ago, I woke up to a text from him saying that he was bored and asking if Id call him. Of course, I immediately did. The first hour I was awake, I talked to him. We had an amazing conversation! I really hope that means something good is going to come out of this ( Read more... )

I swear I have fallen into the Harry Potter craze. I just got done watching the 4th movie and now I cant wait to see the 5th. Im done with that dee dee biography so now Im going to check out the first harry potter book from work and continue on. I cant wait to read the books! Im buying the 7th one tonight at midnight, thats when the book comes out ( Read more... )

I woke up at 10am because Jake called my phone. I talked to him for a good hour, just chuckling and getting stoned. Its weird how ok the conversation was. Thankfully its no where near often or anything but then something weird happened. Tonight around 830pm, Sean called. I picked up, again another hour long conversation. This one was awful. I still ( Read more... )

I just got back from jupiter yesterday morning. I got to spend an hour with jared before I left. Im pretty sure hes in love with me again :) I already miss everyone but I do like being up here, it makes me feel healthy in orlando. I had sex with jared on friday the 13th. I was pretty excited! The next time I see him is when I go down there to pick ( Read more... )

I go into work at 5 tonight, which rules cuz Im not even scheduled to close, Im only there til 10. Ive never had a 5 hour shift, not even on my training days. Its been a nice, easy day. Im going down to jupiter tomorrow morning. Im staying til late saturday. Why is there never anything on tv this time of day on wednesdays?

I have had an amazing 4 days! I went down to jupiter, hung out with everyone I wanted to see minus my red headed girlfriend :( BUT I did have a ton of great sex! The last couple days I was there though, I was stoned as hell. I barely remember my eyes being open. Now Elliot is down and Im back in orlando. soooo, Im going back down there in 3 more ( Read more... )

I have eaten pretty vegan this week. Im off to a great start. My first challenge will be me going down to jupiter tomorrow for 3 days. Thats going to be a test of my veganism, since I dont really eat healthy with my friends or anything. Ive got to stay strong!