I am so happy today, as well as, very drunk! Ive had a great day, now that I have such a weight lifted off my shoulders about erica and jared, they never even made out. Im going out for drinks with her next week, girls night, maybe Ill get to make out with her ;) Im going straight vegan. I told mom tonight and she totally respects it, I had my last ( Read more... )

so, I definately have given up the hope of me and jared ever getting back together. I am completely devastated and convinced that I wont be having sex for an extremely long time. So long, that I really dont want to think about how sexually frustrated I will be. My main focus right now is friskys birthday on sunday, I already bought his vanilla ice ( Read more... )

I have lived with 6 herniated disks for...months, maybe even a couple years and it hasnt ever really given me much trouble. It used to be pains every now and again but recently, like the past month...my shit has been HURTING me! I seriously get these(as I call them) tings in my spine that make me jolt real quick and lately Ive been hobbling across ( Read more... )

I havent worked a morning shift in five months. I have to be at work in 45 minutes(which is at 9am) and I cant believe Im actually awake. Lately Ive had plenty of time to do a lot of soul searching and Im on the path of refinding out who the hell I am. For SO long, I lost myself, caring about what my social status is and where the drugs are at but ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: May 29
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well, I had the shittiest birthday. Followed by a really...nice day! then Jareds birthday was very nice! I got laid. Ya know, its weird. Everyone I know is rekindling their romances. I hope that means me and Jared are next because this waiting to know if me and him ever will bullshit is fuckin ripping me to shreads! My mom has taken my car away ( Read more... )

fuck! I was supposed to get paid around $100 and borders only gave me $17. wtf! They are really screwing me! I am now $2 shy of $100 which makes me STILL $110 less than what I need to pay for my fuckin speeding ticket! goddamn borders, those motherfuckers! Im going to have to have a little chat with them. My birthday is in 3 days and I wont be able ( Read more... )

Sean contacted me today. He let me know that hes sorry for hurting me and that his mom died on the 6th of this month. I hated him for SO long but I cant hate him for confiding in me on something that serious. He wants to remain friends, I think I can handle that. I just hate so much how guys FUCK with me! I really think that Im just forever going ( Read more... )

PS My birthday is in 9 days. If Jared doesnt buy me that silverchair album, Im going to be disappointed. Im back in orlando, I have been since yesterday. I took jared to work at 1230 and then came home. I really want to take jared to a strip club but I have no money :( oh well, I guess he will just go without me, altho that would suck. Tommy asked ( Read more... )

Jake has found my myspace. Thats a scarily ok thought. He doesnt really scare me anymore. I just told him that Dave and Mackenzie died. Im really confused about love. Right now, I just focus on eating right and exercising so that I can get thinner. I want to lose another 20 pounds in the next month. I went to whole foods and did a lot of good ( Read more... )