yippee! I printed out me and jareds tickets. I talked to my dad about it all and he says that me and Jared have a place to crash. I swear, I have the coolest dad EVER! I got a little too drunk tonight and I had the hiccups for over an hour before I realized, I need fuckin bread. All I ate tonight was vegetarian sushi, you cant just eat sushi and ( Read more... )

Im officially going to Lollapalooza this year! normally I wouldnt be SO excited but I am this year because SILVERCHAIR WILL BE THERE!!! AHHH! they broke up in '03 but I guess they had more to say because they have come out with a new cd!!! Im SO happy Im going to go! Jared will be going with me

mmmm booze! I miss drinking more than smoking pot! I feel so alive when I drink (unless I dont have water, then Im dead).

anyone wanna give a girl a home? All I eat is cereal and whole foods sushi and Im super clean :)

back to square one. I am once again, horribly sad! Ive done really well not giving a shit about the sean thing but now I cant stop crying or being sad. I dont think Im ever going to get jared back. I really dont feel like going on, thats how fucking sad I am. I missed out on having jared. I cant stop regretting that! I cant believe I would actually ( Read more... )

Im just going to take it easy! No more obsessions or feelings. I dont want any of it! I just want someone to love me but if it aint that time then I just want to be with my buds. I wish I could move back to jup. I miss it SO much down there! I got my garden gnome in the mail today but it broke a little on its way here from cali. His hat is inside ( Read more... )

I broke up with Sean on April 2. Today would have been me and his 8 month anniversary. Im feeling really depressed! Not about leaving Sean, about the fact that hes never who I REALLY wanted. Ive always wanted Jared! I had him as my official boyfriend, twice, and I fucked that up! Why the fuck would I do that when I knew all along that hes the guy ( Read more... )

wow! So, its been over a year, amazing! Time goes by when youve done SO much! I lost 45 pounds, got arrested, lost an organ, found the love of my life while getting over a fling. I am going to marry Sean! He is the sweetest, most amazing dude Ive EVER had the privelege of knowing. I have quit smoking cigs, for good, its been 6 months now. I got ( Read more... )

all I do is work. I barely eat since mom moved to Orlando. Im moving in with these 3 cutie guys and I cant wait! Ive lost 13 pounds in like 2 weeks. I dont have much more to say except that I hope I get laid again tomorrow. Thatd be sweet if he wants to come over. Yea!

I now work at Whole Foods. Ive been there for 2 weeks now. Its an amazing job! I really like it a lot. Theres this really cute guy named Elvis, who is fucking sweet! Also a couple other really hot guys. Its a great place. Im moving to Orlando sometime in the next couple of months. That should be fun! I would transfer to a store up there probably. I ( Read more... )