Me and Scott started off the day with a fight. I left at 3pm and told him I was going to smoke with one of my friends, which never happened, me and my friend sat around for half an hour listening to hardcore and talking. Well, for the past 2 days I was hanging out with this friend of mine who I just found out likes me. He is SO cute! I never ( Read more... )

I got a job at TJ Maxx. I need to save up money for me to move up to New York with Rigel. Ive done a lot of thinking. Ive been so worked up into finding a relationship for me to waste time with but I dont want one. Scott likes this girl and at first it hurt and I told him all these weird feelings but now Im ok with it. I cant believe I liked him ( Read more... )

The hurricane has made everything so fucking boring! Weve had a 7pm curfew for the past 3 days and mom hasnt been able to go to work. We dont have cable, so, me and mom have spent 5 days together and we are driving each other insane. I cant wait til everything is back to normal. Then she will go to work and I still need to find a job. I havent done ( Read more... )

I got a job at my moms office. She will be my boss. I will be getting paid $11/hour and Im scared about having this job. Its for a corporation and I know that they will drug test me. Im pretty sure they are doing a random test too, which then I will lose my job. I will fail a random drug test cuz I wont be prepared to go to some place on my time ( Read more... )

These past 2 weeks have been amazing! On the 3rd, I saw As I Lay Dying and Killswitch Engage! They can both rock pretty effing hard, it was awesome! I got an AILD shirt. I was also horribly stoned this ENTIRE day, it ruled! Then, exactly one week later, I saw the Cirque du Soleil. That is the most amazing thing I have ever seen in my life! Its ( Read more... )

today has been a good and long day. First off, last night. I closed at work and then I didnt really want to sleep cuz mom got me beer. So I stayed up all night drinking. I had about 8 beers. Then I had to open at work. I got there at 810am. I was ten minutes late cuz I needed cigs. I drank tea and lots of water to feel somewhat normal. I left at ( Read more... )

Fuck! I am SO effing sunburnt. I had to leave Warped early. It was really bad! I got burned like really fast, so I kept blacking out in the heat and coming back. I was swerving watching MCR and I couldnt see very well, so I told Eric that I had to go and we left. I was shaking walking around and it took me 45 minutes for me to start to calm down ( Read more... )

Man oh man what a weird day! I was on time to work, on time getting back from break and I think I got my first migraine, but most likely not. Its been a good day! I feel accomplished. I have the rest of today off and tomorrow off. Im excited but I fear that I wont be doing anything on all this time off. I dont know if Scott will even call and I ( Read more... )

I dont know what is going on. Scott comes over at like 1am every 3rd day or so, hangs out til 3am, falls asleep and then basically disappears for 3 days again without talking to me. He then calls out of the blue, asks me if I want bud and asks me for my money. As if I have all this money, but thats what he calls me for, then hangs out. I called out ( Read more... )

I just got done with my 4th day closing. 2 days to go! Then I get a day off. One day! That sucks! I even have to close on moms birthday, which happens to be Harry Potter night. Therefore, I wont get out of there until like, 2 or 3 in the morning. I slipped and fell on the floor at work last night and now have the hugest bruise on my right knee. Its ( Read more... )