It was 5 days since I smoked, until last night. Thank goodness! I signed up at a gym today for 3 months. How exciting! On wednesday, I have to go to Coastal and get something awesome. Its been pretty boring. I have today and tomorrow off of work and then I have to work 6 days in a row closing. I hate my manager, she is such a bitch. Every other ( Read more... )

yup, still effin bored and it seems like everytime mom tries to talk to me, I snap back. Im so irritated! This is the first day that I havent done anything in a while. I didnt know how boring life is when your not doing anything but not watching tv. The 3 hours mom was gone to church tonight, I didnt turn on the tv. I hate that thing! I never watch ( Read more... )

I am bored as fuck. I got off work at 430 today and Ive done nothing but sit around the house. I took a nap and have nothing to do. Life has been very weird. I have gotten over Jake, which is very relieving. It does suck, however, that Rigel has moved to Pennsylvania. One friend down. I miss him already! Scott wants to go to the Navy as soon as ( Read more... )

It has been very boring! I work and dont do anything. I come home and me and Scott have to actually search for things to do. Its very odd. Well, I guess today is the first horribly boring day that Ive had on a day off. Its weird! Jake is gone and everything is actually clean at this house. Thanks to Scott! We even have Scotts cat living here with ( Read more... )

Ok, I made a lot of assumptions in my head. Jake has come to deal with the breakup. He hugged me, told me he does love me and always will and hopes that I find a guy that will treat me the way I deserve to be treated. He did come back, he wasnt with Bills getting fucked up. He was at a friend, Charlies house. Charlie is going to let him sleep over ( Read more... )

I broke up with Jake last night, officially today though. I feel so relieved and I wish hed go NOW! but he refuses to move to North Carolina with his mom and he wont move in with his Uncle Sam for a little bit. Right now he left. He went out to find a friend(Im guessing Matt Bills came to pick him up)that will get him totally trashed tonight. Im ( Read more... )

Im so overwhelmed! I have to look through boxes and start packing shit, by myself, because all Jake does is sleep all day long. Its so boring! Im so overwhelmed! We have to move soon and Im doing all the work. This really sucks! I have a big load of laundry to do, a sink full of dishes to wash and a house to pack, in just 2 weeks. This totally ( Read more... )

man, what a good day! I havent gotten mad once today. Thats pretty amazing! I feel like I can control my anger, so Im going to start trying. I hate being mean. So, I also got 3 books in the mail today. All wiccan books. Its awesome! One is like 2000 pages long. Its HUGE! Its the encyclopedia of 5000 spells, its wonderful! I hung out with Rigel ( Read more... )

man oh man what a day! I worked from 8am(I got to work before my manager, thats amazing!) to 5pm. At least Matt finally came in to say hi. I walked to the back after I was done being busy and I wanted to give him a hug and talk a little more, but right when I was about to turn the corner, I saw that Juan was sitting there and that he wasnt alone, ( Read more... )

I wish that people didnt listen to lies. Apparantly everyone hates me because of what Kaylas sister said to them. I guess I cant win and Im not trying too. I didnt want people to hate me because of lies. I guess thats the case though. This is my second posting today. I came on to tell everyone Im moving, not to find out that no one will miss me. I ( Read more... )