Friday the 13th ( Read more... )

i just realized, my two best friendships were formed in high school gym class. Chris was in my junior year class. Jackie was in my senior year ( Read more... )

sometimes the sad outweighs the happy.
i have so much to be greatful for.
but the lingering blue still hangs.

...what to do?

no one notices such a slow decline ( Read more... )

hello again!
another day. closer to reuniting with many people.
everyday checking my mailbox.
soon i will have a new mailbox. with new everything. even washers in the basement! and a safe neighborhood.
i hope you will all come visit.

heart

a very nice boy has passed away a few days ago. i remember him as "the quiet kid". his band (secret behind sunday) used to play/practice in my basement (gunboat). Dan Mcgill was very sick. two years ago, they gave him months to live. over the weekend,(i am told) he punctured his lungs. in the hospital, on life support, they said "we can either pull ( Read more... )

oh boy! i got the apartment! and everything seems to be going my way. this is good news ( Read more... )

I got a new job. the most wonderful job.
and i put in my app for this wicked amazing apartment.
and i got two great things in the mail last night.
and two great messages. two funny songs.
and soon it will be december 14th, and i will have my Marine brother back home.
and then on the 16th.....i melt again.

his mother told him "go be with her!" and father said "how perfect-you-nebraska-omaha seems great!"
he is coming!

(standing on the beach with a gun in my hand-staring at the sea-staring at the sand- staring down the barrel at the arab on the ground ( Read more... )