fat fat fat fat ( Read more... )

so i've had a crappy month or two. i haven't posted, and i'm at my highest weight ever ( Read more... )

i'll write more
my life is so messed up
and it's so changed
i'll write a dissertation later, i'm in class
this is the first time i've been on here for weeks

d a r n
i'm a failure
i need to get back into the swing of things

DayWeightCalories UsedYour Calorie Deficit 02/07/2008119.652161.71361.7 02/14/2008116.942143.381343.38 02/21/2008114.272125.321325.32 02/28/2008111.642107.491307.49 03/06/2008109.042089.911289.91 03/13/2008106.472072.561272.56 03/20/2008103.942055.451255.45 03/27/2008101.442038.561238.56 04/03/200898.98 ( Read more... )

sometimes i wich i was normal ( Read more... )

i can't do anything right ( Read more... )

i'm doing my 'im going to be normal' thing again ( Read more... )

what am i going to do with my life?????????????????????
What is God's plan
jobs?
anything?
help...

this is painful ( Read more... )

ok, so  i FAIL ( Read more... )