My throat started hurting on Saturday night.  Then when I woke up on Sunday, my ears were hurting, too; halfway through the day, I get an immense headache.  I woke up this morning with all these symptoms magnified ... and stupidly, set my clock to 7:15 AM instead of the alarm.  I went back to sleep and woke up at 10.  Screw school, I felt like shit ( Read more... )

You cannot quit me so quickly.
There's no hope in you for me.
No corner you could squeeze me.
But I got all the time for you, love.

The space between,
The tears we cry,
Is the laughter keeps us coming back for more.
The space between,
The wicked lies we tell,
And hope to keep safe from the pain.

But will I hold you again?
These fickle, fuddled words confuse ( Read more... )

Who the fuck am I kidding?  I still spend hours mulling over him and the arms of another cannot suffice for one glance from him.

What am I doing to myself?  I drive past the road that leads to his house and I ache; I watch him with his slender fingers plucking awkwardly at the string bass and I fragment.  The tears won't come again; the ache just ( Read more... )

It's been a while.  For a public entry at least; I think I can finally be open about certain things in my life now and I can try to figure them out.

Pippin is Hell, as most of you know.  I'm tired, my hands hurt, and my mind is going to explode.  Otherwise, I love the cast.  Honestly, they make it worth going to; if it wasn't for the people, I'd ( Read more... )

Open rant for the day, I suppose.

Snow Day -- I can't complain.  Woke up around 5:25 AM to get to my computer and check my mail; e-mail announcing snow day came around 20 minutes later.  Went back to bed.

Woke up when random beeping from my cell announced "SNOW DAY FUCK YEAH!" via text message.

Spent the rest of my day up to now getting nagged by ( Read more... )

Open iTunes/iPod or Windows Media Player to answer the following. Go to your library. Answer, no matter how embarrasing it is.

How many songs: 3010.

Sort by song title
First Song:  Michelle Branch -- "'Til I Get Over You".
Last Song:  L'Arc En Ciel -- I'm not sure what the kanji is.

Sort by time:
Shortest Song: Korn -- "[Silence]".
Longest Song: Korn -- " ( Read more... )

About to take the SAT I for the third time; good God -- I could use a lot of sleep and relaxation.

To say I'm exhausted is a horrific understatement.

If I don't get into college because of these damn scores, I'll take it as a sign that I should pursue music -- the Bohemian way.

One day, I will find the means to say those words that hide behind my lips every time you kiss me.

I tried to write a song for you,
One you'd be proud that I wrote for you.
Would you smile when you know,
That I did this for you?
And how would you like knowing,
I sang, for you?

An empty wineglass,
Filled with memories of you.
Fingers remember the gentle touch, of you.
And now they play these keys,
In honor of you ...

And how, do I tell you,
That ( Read more... )

So "Se Tu M'Ami" or "Nel Cor Piu Non Mi Sento"?