When was the last time I held someone's hand?

Anyways, life is psychotic, as usual.  In addition to the high school drama, please amplify everything due to the stress of major courses that I'm failing miserably, as well as the pressure of my mother's expectations (that I seem to see even if they're not there).  Oh yes, and the self-propelled desire ( Read more... )

I'm utterly exhausted.  Never go to a one-and-a-half hour of dance class, then go for 2 hours of dancing at a school dance.

"Corpse Bride" tomorrow.  I have no words -- just pure joy.

Could I feel more inferior?  I feel like sleeping some more in my warm bed and listening to more Moi Dix Moi (I think that's what it was ... I consciously put in a random CD from Henrik into my player).  Anyways, whoever it is -- man, their drummer's got fast feet.  Crazy double bass pedaling.  And if it turns out to be a Visual Kei band -- how the ( Read more... )

Domen föll på en morgonflight till London ( Read more... )

I feel like giving a ridiculous commencement speech -- commencement for our new year are seniors.

Somehow, I lack the enthusiasm that has infected everyone else.  As of right now, things look horribly pessimistic for me.  I feel like my head is shattering to pieces and along with that, my mind and what remains of the heart.  I really don't know how ( Read more... )

Desperation is overrated.

New movies bought over the weekend:
1)  Sin City
2)  The Phantom of the Opera
3)  The Merchant of Venice
4)  Requiem For A Dream
5)  Sleepy Hollow
6)  Love Actually
7)  From Hell
8)  Moon Child

Ah, movie marathons.  Anyone care to join?

( Don't blame me. )

( Oh Dear. )

Greetings and Salutations.

I'm home.  Please call.  I'm too lazy to write everything that happened.

Please also keep in mind that I now can't speak English, Japanese, Spanish, Swedish, or Chinese -- so you'll need several world dictionaries by you in order to understand me.

And a lot of patience.

I'm in Osaka now, in my host sister's house and the keyboard, among many many other things, is completely different from what I'm used to.  God, so much has happened in this week, and I've only been out of the house for hardly 8 days.  I had a summer romance, Alexis -- with, as you probably can guess, Nick.  It was bittersweet, because I thought I ( Read more... )