Oh, my Les Mis darlings -- I do love you all so much.  It was an experience that transcended all past experiences, and I am so thankful to be part of it in any way.  To my seniors -- I will love you and miss you until God-knows-when.  You have all left impressions on me that are everlasting and shan't cease to form imprints on who I am and what I ( Read more... )

Tonight went well.  I didn't break down.  I didn't cry.  Only dry sobs.

I slept an hour in the Pit today -- missed Calc and Spanish; it was well worth it.

I shook the whole day.

I was in his arms for a grand total of approximately five seconds.

I leaned on his shoulder to rest my head, and listened to the deep vibrations of his voice against his ( Read more... )

Please don't relieve the night of its passion.  I haven't the force to fight you, but I will give you every ounce of my flesh to compensate for the lack of obedience.

She said, "I'll never let them hurt you.  I'll never let them in.  What you took from me is mine, and what is mine I'll never give."

So I stole this idea off of Shannon.

I'm trying to enlarge my musical library and I have currently exhausted all monetary funds allotted me by the parents.  Therefore, I am sending out a musical plea for artists/CDs that I would love to have if at all possible.  This is not a one-sided bargain -- because all of you are welcome to my musical ( Read more... )

Anapharya (8:36:39 PM): Tell me of life.
DrellNCo (8:36:54 PM): no
Anapharya (8:37:03 PM): Of love, then.
Anapharya (8:37:04 PM): Tell me.
DrellNCo (8:37:22 PM): ahhh
DrellNCo (8:37:35 PM): 'tis like a flower!
Anapharya (8:38:50 PM): A blossoming bloom of beauteous liles.
Anapharya (8:38:58 PM): Y'know -- flowers are symbolic vaginas.
DrellNCo (8:39:07 PM ( Read more... )

I feel slightly lost again.  Not quite in the middle, yet not quite on either ends of the spectrum.  Please tell me where half of myself has gone, so that I may send the rest of myself there and be rid of it all.

How will this Hell week fare?

Hello, my love.  I see a silver lining over your flesh, a shroud of eternity woven into a blanket of enigma; I watch you radiate an innocence that no longer beguiles me, but instead, slowly captivate the eyes of my soul.  Your lips smile in a protective grin; how well you hide your thoughts.  A nascent quality that glimmers on your surface, the ( Read more... )

When your body wakes you up at four o'clock in the morning, it generally doesn't signify something good. Especially when you're shivering and your entire body feels like it was run over by a train. So I crawl into the shower and halfway through, I faint in the shower and wake up on the shower floor with my hair soaking wet. I take effort, turn ( Read more... )

Oh dear.

I suppose I haven't the right words.