hey. Me and my friend Ryan invented a really fun game to play through msn while procrastinating. We both had essays to do, so decided to send photos of each other dressed up as various characters. The other then had to guess who they were. It was very fun, and i decided to upload my photos on here to see if anyone else can guess who i am... you ( Read more... )

ok well, the university year is coming to an end. It has been spectacularly more successful than my last first year attempt. I am really, really happy in London, my course is challenging but interesting, i adore my flatmates and although i am having reoccuring kidney problems and can't drink, i am actually venturing into the realms of social london ( Read more... )

ok...... i am now officially part of the myspace. I have avoided it thus far but damn.. it's all so glamerous, featuring on Richard and Judy, having uploadable - or was it downloadable?..music on it... Anyone know where i'm supposed to go from here? the point of all this?

i've actually got more of a "real" diary now, leaving this one slightly redundant. i used to happily spill my thoughts to the world but now i feel i need more privacy. Or less attention. Either way.. my internet at home is bust, leaving me resorting to traditional forms of self expression, including pens, paper and my brothers x box ( Read more... )

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I'm so sick of living in fear. Paranoia stalks the land. An accumulation of events have lead to me currently being back at home, alone, in Colchester and disliking Goldsmiths a lot of the time. Actaully it's more a dislike of myself and my ineptitude as a person ( Read more... )

today.. chris told me he wanted to break up. we have had problems for a month or so now, the passion from our relationship is not the way it once was, and i don't think he loves me anymore, although he claims he does ( Read more... )

feeling extremely ill today ( Read more... )

i no longer have broad band which is killing me. i have no money and so many things i would like to buy... cds and shoes and books and train fares ( Read more... )

I woke up to Chris clutching his acceptance letter from Cambridge with an expression of utter shock and joy on his face. Although i was of course happy for him, i felt a sinking realisation that we will soon be occupying not only different universities but completely different lives. i was also convinced at this stage i would be making the unhappy ( Read more... )