i feel an enormous amount of pressure weighing on me about my workload at the moment, so many things to read, essays to write. It's made me into a virtual recluse, and when i get into the habit of house hibination it can be a difficult thing for me to break.. i come back from college, work, talk on the internet sleep. or alternatively work, go to ( Read more... )

i've noticed something rather disturbing today, my hair is in places thinning, especially that around my hairline, and some of it's coming out. i talked to my mum about it and she also has been getting thinning hair, my guess is that it's probably stress related, because things at the moment are pretty dire. my dad seems to be in complete denial ( Read more... )

went to a fairly shitty art thing at vags last night, Alana's sort-of-boyfriend had done a small collection... which mainly consisted of pretty gradiating colours in pastel. very much art to fit someones interior decor. i find that never endingly depressing, and yet i am quite aware this is and always has been the norm if someone wishes to survive ( Read more... )

i always think on the bus about various issues. generally the large surplus of old people who occupy the seats and glare occasionally at me when the bus lurches and i accidently knock their shopping. i think how strange it is to be in close proximity with a group of people i don't know, who undoubtedly make as much snap judgments about me as i do ( Read more... )

soooo i have returned too college for a third year, while everyone else is preparing for university, i am in classrooms with 16 year olds i don't know ( Read more... )

at the moment, i am deeply confused about myself, my relationship with chris and the forth coming future ( Read more... )

My parents have decided upon possibly the inevitable ( Read more... )

i'm really quite botherd by the fact that as women we're supposedly created with only hair on our scalps and are perfectly smooth angelic fresh skinned angels every where else ( Read more... )

oh god had my first exam today. wasnt completely and utterly horrendous but fairly close to it ( Read more... )

Chris intoduced me to angel delight for the first time today.
i wasn't overly impressed :P