Published 6/1/2005 12:22:42 AM ( Read more... )

The fire painted the sky orange while the red hot sun sank into the horizon. As the smoke wandered into the sky, people watched as homes shriveled into ashes and memories drifted away in puffy gray clouds.

It's also really hard to watch everyone else in the world move on, because then you think to yourself "how could they, cant they see something so important is missing?"

Tonight I found out that an old friend died. This leaves me feeling scared and lonely. Scared because here was a non-smoking, drug-free, alcohol-free, germ-a-holic, and she died of something that killed her slowly and is untreatable, unpredictable. If someone so clean, so honest with life can die, why shouldnt I? How did her number get called ( Read more... )

I didn't even get my mom a card, what a bastard I am, thank god for ecards. Kitty sitting tonight for my girlfriend, my cat and hers don't like one another at all! Think I'll get some Halo action in before bed.

I've been here before but I want to commit to actually using this journal so here I go again. I'm off work in about 40 minutes then I'm off to help my mom and my girlfriend celebrate mothers day.