Wow, do I miss livejournal. I feel like there was never a better outlet for my angst than this right here. So hail thee live journal, solver of lives problems. Fortunately looking at my old list of goals and I amdoing what I was supposed to be at 18,, living in new york that is, so thats gotta be a plus. and school really is amazing, i've just ( Read more... )

Even though I don't write in this thing anymore I would still liek to make sure that everyone knos that I got into college. That's right, next year I will be attending the fabulous Tisch School of the ARts (atlantic theatre company to be exact) at New York University. so yay! oh and Merry Christmas!

I am volunteering in fish & invertebrates at the aquarium on wednesdays and as a docent for the morning shift on mondays ( Read more... )

I am seriously hating this snow. we r gonna end up with two cancelled shows and no cancelled school and I am going to cry. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I want it to stop snowing. NOW. DAMMIT. this really stinks.I'm not gonna remember what the fuck I'm doing by the time we get to do the show again,let alone remeber what things I needed to fix. aaaaaaaaaaargh. ( Read more... )

Tonight was like the best rehearsal ever. Derron made it all easy and rerlatable and juliet is as awkwarda dn foolish as I am! this show is gonna be amazing! Everybody come see it! Ooh and I'm going to PSU con mis amigas tomorrow! woot! woot!

I don't know what to do. Everything is crashing in around me, my grades have gone to hell and I am suffering from a serious acting block as far as r and j goes. Its driving me crazy. If something goes right I want that to be it sooo badly. I've never had this fear and confusion when I'm onstage before. My parents hate me, they think I dont ( Read more... )

Maybe derron should just shoot me now? my head hurts soooo much from r and j or rehearsal. Or is it just from being ridiculously tired and having two testa n a quiz tomorrow. who knows, either way, I'm toast.

My antisocial weekend of rest has not been quite as functional as I intended it to be. Yesterday I went to go fish and to go see Last Holiday with rae before she departed and headed back to Cornell. Today I went to the gym, picked up a couple pairs of pants at abercrombie and then went to New Haven, where I got some shit at urban outfitters and had ( Read more... )

So I went driving for the first time today. It was an interesting experience, kinda fun and I actually wasn't that bad at it. Although I now have like muscle spasms in my leg from tensing it up so much. I'm sooooo glad I have this three day weekend to at least try and relax a little bit b/c I have soooooo much shit to do. I hung out with caitlyn ( Read more... )

R and J rehearsal was mad fun but man am I gonna have to shape up in that scene with ed, julie and mrs. m cuz they r all really good and I feel like I'm just not cutting it. I realized tonight that compchorea cannot go without tap, so I have to decide between don't tell mama and anything goes and choreagraph a dance tonight. yay fun! Ugh, its a ( Read more... )