life is soooo complicated. i feel like I get into other peoples problems too much, yet at the same time everyone is constantly asking for my help in one form or another. maybe i was ment to help people. mainly the gay community. right now i am trying to help one of my friends from school deal with coming out to his parents who are not accepthing at ( Read more... )

Well i am back at home. Didn't I tell you all that I would be? But it wasnt exactly a pleasant coming home. Not because of my parents, but because of my sister. She is the reason i am home, because she almost made me cry and sent me into depression ALLLLL over again. So i knew being away from home wasnt going to help my depression any. Here is the ( Read more... )

life at home sucks now. oh yea, did i mention the fact that i got kicked out of school for possession of marijuana?! I guess i forgot to mention it. and the only reason that i got caught redhanded by the cops is because this douchbag Mike Gerard who USED to be my friend decided to rat me out to the shepherdstown cops. He did this because he was ( Read more... )

how dumb of me to forget such a thing. well, im in college now. Shepherd University. Woo-hoo. Cant u see my enthusiasm? lol. but its a big party school so its all good. and supposidly it has the biggest gay population of any college on the east coast so that makes it slightly more bareable. hahaha! no i havnt hooked up with anyone here...yet. but ( Read more... )

Just as expected. HOSTEL was AMAZING!!!! but i saw that like 3 weeks ago. Since the second i got out of that theater, ive been sick. The first week with the flu. I think it was strep but everyone else says it was the flu. And the past two weeks ive had MONO. This friggen sucks. I have seriously never been in this much pain before over just a sore ( Read more... )

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god i start out too many journal entries like that. even though it seems like i never get around to writing them these days. but this one isn't about me. this one is about sarah. well apparently our friendship is over now according to her, well maby not to that extreme but like, i guess we arent on good terms now. Which i guess its kinda hard to ( Read more... )

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ooooooooooooooooooooooooohhh shit. shit shitters shit shit shitass shit in a bucket of shit. im worried im gonna lose my job over taking too much time off of work. im afraid that my haunted house wont go as planned/scheduled or...lack there of, im afraid that im becoming lazy again and that im gonna screw myself over in school with my grades (even ( Read more... )