im so sick of wakeing up like this. i called her yesterday only because she was on my mind. and this morning thats the only thing i could think about again its driveing me crazy! i wish one day she could feel what i was feeling and have it have the same effect on her......

couldnt get back to sleep... so played with this damn thing. hopefully something will happen and i can take the pick down or she just can lol she knows my password,maybe she will make it happy :)

i woke up again...... it just sucks. yesterday was fine im just wierd. well in the morning it was fine andrea woke up and was thinking about me what was great, but it made her sad :/ we talked and we were telling each other how we miss each other and the feelings we used to have while doing things together it was great. we have been talking during ( Read more... )

well i dont think many people will read this but it kinda helps me just get things out. i woke up and did just about the worst thing, i thought about her. it hurts really bad and i cant stand it. yesterday i talked to her practically all day and it was great because we laughed and joked around again. you know i really love her so much and i still ( Read more... )

I know you're all wondering why Kyle never updates.

It's because he's Mexican.

Amanda says he's a Jewish-White-Mexican..all wrapped up in one taco.

Okay Bye.

um...... watching headbangers ball. just thought i let those who read know that

today was fun i went to andreas after school and we hung out and talked. well she is hanging out with her dad tomorrow so i have no clue wtf im doign sept the thing that andrea doesnt know :) i have to be all secretive about checking my journal cuz of my back gournd lol anyways not much is going on the bash is friday i guess we can play now cuz a ( Read more... )

well abuot today... band practice. enought said about that. no practice for the rest of the week i guess. friday is the bash but i guess there isnt enough time or room so we arent going to play not that wasnt surpriseing. all well not many ppl will care so yeah. and thanks to all who does it helps us

today was fucking awsome i got to hang out with andrea of course lol. anyways latey has been cool too lol. well im not sure if the band is playing the bash or not but we went threw some troubles but now were out of them. we need a singer if anyone wnats to try out and stuff so yeah. bout today, sat around waited for her to call then she came over. ( Read more... )

UPDATE.