ME    (11:13:34 AM): You know how I feel about you.
HER   (11:13:40 AM): do i?
HER   (11:13:45 AM): sometimes i dont think i do.
 

I'll never forget what we used to be.

I miss you and everytime you smiled because of me. 

Everynight

I

create,
develope,
and sustain
new ways for me to

hate myself.

Why do you seem at times to take so much pleasure in observing the needless killing of a boy you said you once missed.

You'll never understand me.

You've changed.
Maybe I have too.

We shouldn't hang out anymore.

What's one to do when they've lost faith in everything reguarding relationships,friendships... and I guess just people in general?

Kinda hypocritical that I'm waiting for a response, huh?

My lost soul in toe and broken heart is your current work of art
I should be ashamed of this; I'm not
Now I'm reaching for another drink (that I don't need)
Cause I couldn't care less what you think (of me)
Each touch you gave me taught me right from wrong
So now I'll heal this hurt in my chest by writing lessons in this song
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And you wonder why I wanted to leave? I'm not a fan of self torture. I didn't talk all night cause I know I didn't fit in and I constantly thought to myself, "There's a lot of things that you can do better for yourself ( Read more... )

Ok, I'm not trying to be dramitic but this is ridicilous! I went to court today with the hopes of resloving everything and moving on. Didn't quite go that way. This is like a bad break-up. I keep meeting in the same place, nothing gets resolve, everytime I end up there I get more bad news and get more frusturated. I have to go back Aug.30th ( Read more... )

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