So today I was cleaning the house and vacuuming when I found an almost empty pack of cigarettes in my dad's short pocket..there was one left. While debating whether to try it or not I found the barbeque lighter and sneaked out front while my brother talked all googly-eyed to his girlfriend on the phone as he had been doing all damn day. Due to the ( Read more... )

So I haven't typed here publically in forever. Was reminded of it yesterday but there isn't much I can say ( Read more... )

Settled on my oldest computer of many memories I can't help but wander through what I use to be. Pure curiosity brought me to old logs and realization of just how much I've grown. I sit, listening to Sora, reading his logs of two years ago, January. We were friends. I feel disheartened when reading and very let down on how much i've deviated away ( Read more... )

I saw it last night.

It. Was. AWWWWWWWWWWWWEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
Just OMGWOW!

*bows and exits left stage*

I'm too lazy to write out the past week and a half..but I can tell you this. it. was. AWESOME!

Bridal shower, Wedding, Driving up to IL, riding around the country in four wheelers. Amazing and homecooked food almost every night, great people and conversations, familiar faces, parks and rivers and volley ball. Laughing, joking, playing, fireworks and ( Read more... )

To be told you make a better difference in someone's life.. To be told that without you something great would of never happened...

It's amazing.

Been hanging out the past few nights. Excited about my next few trips and might be planning another at the end of the summer but that's only if I'm really determined to throw $400 into wind-trip across the ( Read more... )

Last night a friend and I ventured over to Alamo Drafthouse and watched the old 80s Lost Boys. Great movie, I must say..the graphics were good for its day time and saw a lot of familiar faces on the screen who I can't remember where from. The chick was pretty and I usually don't find girls from that time period attractive. Bravo. Good plot, ( Read more... )

I don't get you . .
I can't forget what you've forgotten
all along
I've never been so alone

So I originally found the song You are the One by Brittani's myspace and decided to check out the band on Youtube.. What I found is this..and while the begining the chick's voice is annoying...you get use to it after a couple of times through but the chorus is ( Read more... )

Reason.
'You're drowning in your imperfection'

It could of been different but.
'Your failures devour
your heart in every hour'

I am okay with how I turned out as a person
'Yet seem so far from everything
You're wanting to be'

*sigh*
'Tears falling down again...tears falling down.'

...

You fall on your knees
You beg, you pleadI'll make ( Read more... )

*curls up and sighs*