I woke up at 12:30pm today.. Kylea had taken Xavier to the doctor and then to daycare and she just let me sleep. It is only people like her who keep me sane. She sees the state I am in and swoops in to pick up the pieces when necessary. What amazes me even more, is that she loves doing it. She loves Xavier to pieces and she has so much energy to ( Read more... )

I'm going to start posting here again so that I can keep track of how my mental state changes throughout the process of going into hospital. I'll be having Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation a total of 40 times over 8 weeks, detoxing and having 5 hours of therapy a day. I figure that my mental processes will most likely be dramatically altered, I ( Read more... )

Life is fucked.

That is all.

I'm feeling a little odd this evening. I keep trying to feel one way, when my mind is forcing something else upon me. Conflicted, you could say.

Anyway, I've had a nice few days. Plenty of socialising which is awesome since it's been a while. I'm hoping to visit Vanessa and Chai Tee and Emma and Larry at some point soon.

That is all.

*frustrated*

Enroll to vote. NOW!

Starting Saturday, I am going to be home alone for a week. Anybody who would like to come visit me.. please please do.

I can fly.. but I want his wings ( Read more... )

life is hard. and complicated.

i'm so fucking lonely.

i need a valium.

Just some photos I meant to post ages ago of Xavier's birthday.. he didn't actually enjoy eating the cake, but he loved playing with it.


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