um i forgot i had this..

( i heart.. )

( icicles hang down like prison bars )

it's been fun
it's been scary
it's been exciting
it's been depressing
it's been confusing
it's been difficult
it's been pathetic
it's been very pleasant.

i wish we wouldn't be so shy anymore
we could make this work

( whoa. that is all i can say. )

i feel indifferent.
the best dream i have is crashing.
every fucking time i am in a car
i imagin a horrible crash.
except i'm not driving, in fact no one is.
just staring out the window like always
then flying through the windshield
it will be heaven.

but when i do die
i want to witness what everyone does
would anyone even care?
mostlikely not.
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i miss( rikki )

i love you
why

i love you all
can't
really its been a fucking awesome
our
spending time with you

mouths
all of you.
devouri hope someone ( Read more... )

i wish i could find something logical in these nonexistent feelings that fog up my mind and make it impossible to concentrate on the important things in my pathetic, uneventful life.

nothing spectacular
body still up for sale.

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