if anyone knows anyone in NYC that will let me live with them for a week or two let me know.

yesterday i got fired i got dropped from school my grandfather died and pretty much i can't find a reason not to join him.

here we go.
everything is going to go to shit again.
hello heavy drinking.
hello hard drugs.
goodbye ambition.

ugh. i'm dead.

i've been really happy lately. until yesterday. maybe ii'm bipolar, maybe i just worry too much ( Read more... )

im pissed off, depressed, lonely, scared, and i have a few somas in my stomach.

good bday.
im tired.

Last night i finished my whole semester of econ.
Pretty much im a graduate.

also,
i got into those classes.
now i need to photograph my gf. :]

( I.used.to.be.like.this )

IM JUST TOO HAPPY.
I LEFT WORK EARLY BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO WASTE THIS HAPPINESS.
I DONT THINK I HAVE EVER FELT SO GOOD WITHOUT BEING FUCKED UP IN MY LIFE.
I LOVE BRITNI. IM SO HAPPY WHEN WE HANG OUT.
I LOVE MIA AND THOM AND NATASHA TOO. NOT THE SAME AS BRITNI, OF COURSE.
I GET TO MEET AFI ON WEDNESDAY.
OH SHIT.
IM SO HAPPY.
BYE.