but i just feel so alone in the middle of all of this right now.

well i haven't been writing anything, really..or talking so uh i don't know what's going to end up in this entry! we'll see. i am not anywhere close to where i want to be. i have three months until i graduate and have yet to finish my senior project. i just want to get it done so i can get SOME pressure off my shoulders. besides school i don't do ( Read more... )

hey chris cole are you the only person who writes in your livejournal anymore?

whenever things went wrong i would write and they would get better. somehow i don't think this journal entry will change any of the wrong things in my life right now. it's funny how life can be so great and ...TERRIBLE at the same time. so me and my brother just got into fight. mainly because i'm an ungreatful bitch. it's true... lately i act like ( Read more... )

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just really happy

stupid

so, maybe it's time for a real update ( Read more... )

so i think i will find another hole to crawl into and die again.

in collinsville right now. it is good. wholesome here ( Read more... )