i want to kill my old best friend. she used to do cocaine and pot and heroin and speed and shrooms and hydro, but she stopped hanging out with that group and came back to me. we'd been best friends since the sixth grade, but when we got into high school it all suddenly changed. i was pretty used to not having her around, but i got attached to her again when she came back and cleaned up. now she's back with the old group, talking about how grateful she is to have people who are there for her. it's like i can feel the blade going through my back. i did so much for her. i helped her get off drugs, i listened to her vent about the other fucks she used to hang around with, and i helped her deal with a bad break up. all of a sudden, she started ignoring me and hanging around with the slut slut slut whores of our school, as well as with the drug addicts. i want to kill her, jesus christ. she's hurt me so bad and she has no idea.
Its great how you tell people to do these things all the time, and then people are honest and you dont like what they say and then you write livejournal entries about how you cant be honest in your own journal.
then take me off of your friends list. i havent done one of these in forever, so dont go saying i do these "all of the time." its my journal, i'll do what i want with it. i never said i can't be "honest" in my journal, i said i dont feel comfortable talking about certain things, but i will be honest as hell if i need to be.
OH erica is getting tough now. Actually you almost do a variation of one of these anonymos things like every other fucking week. You crave attention erica, but you dont need to find it through a livejournal entry.
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You are a fun person. We have to hang out more. :(
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i havent done one of these in forever, so dont go saying i do these "all of the time."
its my journal, i'll do what i want with it.
i never said i can't be "honest" in my journal, i said i dont feel comfortable talking about certain things, but i will be honest as hell if i need to be.
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