aaaaahhhh mah god. i haven't used this since last winter. LIFE.

im home. and im ready to indulge in homeness. so ready. sosososososososo ready.
call me, kids.

sometimes i think i'm pretty cool. and yesterday i think i had a pretty cool time ( Read more... )

the most incredible day. OH MY GOD. the most incredible day. THE MOST INCREDIBLE DAY! i feel sick today was was so incredible. my stomach hurts and i feel a little bit like i want to puke. and i feel like i just ran a mile, or was chased, or punched, or fought a bitch, or rode a roller-coaster, or something that would make your adrenaline go ( Read more... )

i don't whats happening, but things are happening. and i have no choice but to feel like its all right, and correct, and good, and happening. all signs are a go. the cosmos are behind me. im feeling like a very small part of something very big. don't ask me what. but i can't deny it. i'm forgetting about my ambition. it's not about trying so hard ( Read more... )

repeat: i have no control over my physical or mental reponse to location, love, or ambition and the education i receive subsequent there of.

inarticultable.

i miss being who i feel like i am.

"there is no precedents. You are the first You that ever was." - Christopher Morely

this is what happens when both your parents get raises ( Read more... )

wow im tired. i wish i was home this summer.

i think i know what i need. a short vacation to somewhere ive never been and a long cold bath alone, probably in the dark. and a week or few off from class.