i'm tettering on the verge of tears.  i think the only thing holding me back is the other patrons in the store, gently smirking at the change in musical selection.  and the fact that after a few hours of walking around town trying to find internet access, i pulled out the little plastic card and paid my dues.  i have the internet, my connection to ( Read more... )

this is probably one of my favourite times of the day.  she's curled up on the couch next to me, not ready to leave my side for bed, but not able to keep her eyes open.  the pups are layered on each other.  i am, by far, the happiest i have ever been.  and every day is just another gift.

i'm so exicted about our vacation.

so, how are you doing?

every night, i have the most intensely passionate, realistically vivid, and transformational dreams.  what a blessing.  if only you could see what i get to see, you too would be amazed.

as if it wasn't obvious, i don't really use lj these days.  and more than likely, I wont in the future either.  but i thought i should let people know that I am alive.  the move to brooklyn was an adventure, much like moving should be.  there have been adjusting and readjusting periods that have led me up to this point in time.  and right now, i am ( Read more... )

this weekend was more than i could ask for.  with many of my closest friends surrounding me, i have not smiled, laughed, loved, or fallen over in drunken stupars this much, probably ever.  i'm the luckiest.  no work, arts fest, farewell party with the gang, birthday breakfast with my lady, swimming, potluck, and players.   it was perfect in every ( Read more... )

i have negative zero time to slow down and update, but here's the 20 second version ( Read more... )

this is one of the shortest updates ever.  my internet connection at home is, well, it's undertermined what it is, but it's just not working.  so, i'm on campus at an uncomfortable booth.  as olgie would say, "so it goes ( Read more... )

The time has come where i'm annoyed as can be by small actions, i cry at the most insane things, and i have no patience at all.  fortunately, it's simply the consequences of my female body and it came and went in days.  oh dear god, it was rough but i'm back!  YES!  now i no longer hate the world ( Read more... )

Where the hell have i been ( Read more... )

i can't stop smiling. even when i'm doing my pouty face, you're laughing at me and the grin just finds its way out. and i wake up early to watch you and i see the room transform into a tiny little apartment in brooklyn. and the pups are nuzzling their way to the end of the bed, wanting to lay between us. and i drift back to sleep and you are my ( Read more... )