I whine a lot ( Read more... )

I think it's possible Robert fucked me up with boys for the rest of my life, and I'm pretty sure I will always, always, always hate him for it ( Read more... )

still the same since september.
how long can one person hurt so bad with no sign of relief coming.

i dont want to hurt anymore.

Well. I had drill this weekend and I bust my shit up. And by busted I mean broke. And by my shit I mean my three ribs ( Read more... )

eight weeks ( Read more... )

For four years, I believed I was honestly, completely in love with someone who was honestly and completely in love with me. And now, after all that, I can't believe I ever, ever thought love was real ( Read more... )

I miss serving. I loved being a waitress and I miss it so much ( Read more... )

i live in champaign with robert.

it's really scary living with a boy.

i really, really miss my home. and my mom and dad.
after they left last night i started bawling.
i'm scared to not be with them all the time.

:(

Six Flags Chicago tomorrow/Fridayyy...
Chicagooo Saturday/Sunday
Moving Monday/Tuesday.

WOOOOOOOOOOO.

I love being unemployed!

Well, my baby lives in Champaign without me ( Read more... )