It feels like home is miles away, but when you're here it all fades away. She reassures my ears with what I already know, but it's what I want to hear.

laughs, goodtimes, smiles, downtime, ski time, sleep time, star time, boat time, living on water time all to be had this weekend. i have to tell myself this is going to be relaxing and i need to make it relaxing. no stress. i hate stress on vacation.

Oh I'm so distraught, so delicate. Be careful not to make a sound ( Read more... )

Missing you...

I hate one hundred degree weather. It's too early.

I'm going to need a hard stiff drink to ignore the cry or maybe all I need is a little trust in something I want to believe.

So this is for all the people who go to school near the beach. You know those one's that say "It's so awesome I can go skimboarding anytime I want." Yeah well here in Turlock we can skimboard too. I walked ten paces across the street from my house and threw my board down in some nice brown irrigation water and had my fun with the grass. Yep it can ( Read more... )

Evaline will overcome the masses soon enough. Their music has only gotten better since Someday Never Comes.

A little disappointed in myself over the choice of movies, but it was planned in order to hang out with a legitimate friend who is worth my time rather than being caught up in superficial meaning and immature findings. I just needed someone to hang out with. This is not an emo journal entry, rather a journal entry reflecting how--to use a lesson ( Read more... )

yeah pretty much need to find a way to make this day last at least another 24 hours. I won't be able to do "nothing" for a while. I falling again and that's for sure after a day like today. Maybe not "again," but just a continuous fall ( Read more... )