I've listened to God more this past week. I've even played with Him. I played with Steve today and in some ways understand Him through Steve. I refuse to believe I'm doing wrong. I have found more peace on my own than with organized hate. I plan to combine the two soon, yet I find myself leaning towards listening rather than mudding up the waters ( Read more... )

I don't think that my parents can understand their son that came back from the road. I don't feel at home because it's hard to feel at peace with the same hectic lifestyle they live in. I imagine they just want a little of my time, but I can connect with them without speaking. I know it'll take some effort on my part because I am their only son ( Read more... )

Lightning flickered in the night as I sat atop a hill across the Phoenix valley.

films to see:
russian dolls (looks great)
three times (looks great)
superman
pirates
everything is illuminated

i'm sure there are more, i just have to keep looking.

I wake alone to the sounds of chirping, roll to the other side of the bed and realize she was part of a dream. Beauty is captured by foot during the transition of Summer to Fall. You two stroll a town unknown to either. In these moments of bliss and extreme pleasure the pain of loss seems to disappear. It is within the single second of the decision ( Read more... )

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If I lived until I was 102...
Garden State was depressing tonight. Edwin is adding a little, but he's picking me up. I really like listening to his voice.

I'm reassessing my lifestyle because you mean more than anything to me. I'm going to work on getting back to the person I used to be and free my mind of everything. Some things have been difficult lately with family so I've been needy, but no excuses for the way I act. I made the actions and these actions make me, so let this be a reminder that you ( Read more... )

I just woke up to Dave Matthew's "The Space Between" and I want to talk to you. I was hoping I could hear the phone ring, but I guess I didn't since it is now three and a half hours later since you called. I was tired, but I feel pretty energized. I should probably get back to bed if I plan to be somewhat productive tomorrow. Well...

It's late and Owen is going to have to sing me to sleep tonight.