I MISS CALIFORNIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i never cried over anyone while i was there..

Grrrrr... I had my very first panic attack yesterday... doesn't suprise me though, i knew if i kept on, it would happen. It was the weirdest feeing... i'm starting to shake just thinking about it. UGH! all i have to say if i am a fucking dumbass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Man.... i miss Cali. it takes me away from all this... I NEED MY GIRLIES!!! :(

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Yay, i'm so glad i'm back in the ep with people who love me... though i miss cali! the land of beautiful weather and beautiful people!!!!!

With that said, lately it's been a struggle. i've been working my ass off and so far have nothing to show for it. it sucks but that's the only way i'll be happy... cuz livin in tx just doesn't do it for me ( Read more... )

We are now creating a soundtrack for polly's gourmet coffee. It will be on sale soon... haha. But lucky for u this is the list of songs in the making...

1. Keane- "Somewhere only we know"
2. The Killers- "All these things that I've done"
3. Ben Lee- "Catch my Disease"
4. Pinback- "Fortress"
5. Mazzy Star- "Fade into you"

Well well well, if it isn't Tuesday night. the night before my personal most horrible day of the week.... Grrrrrrr... i HATE wednesdays. i hate waking up at 5:15 so i can be at my clinical job until 2:45... then speeding home, and changing to get to work @ polly's where i'm there til 10:30. LIFE SUCKS!

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BEST THANKSGIVING BREAK EVER!

Thank u once again to everyone who made it memorable. Love u guys.

Got my pics! WARNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THESE PICS MAY CONTAIN ALCOHOL, INSIDE JOKES/ TOTAL RANDOMNESS, AND HEADS CUT OFF DUE TO POOR PHOTOGRAPHY/ DRUNKNESS

with that said, enjoy

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HERE LEILI U DAMN WHORE! lol

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your Live Journal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

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Wow today was lovely. u know, waking up at the butt crack of dawn on a sunday for work kinda sucks, but i love my sunday crew!!!!!!!!! u know, i think i've become extremely attracted to the cutie nerdy type. i just noticed... eh... oh well. "Geeks are hot" that's what i told john today! lol... ahhh yes and when i come back in town the sunday crew ( Read more... )

I am BEYOND mother fucking exhausted.

Being on my feet (LITERALLY!) for over 17 hours... wtf i can't do this shit anymore. i need a break... i need tuesday to get here FAST!

..... so my birthday's day after tomorrow... and i don't give a fuck! cuz if u don't give a fuck i don't give a fuck.... fuck that shit, i'm going to work, make some money ( Read more... )

1 WEEK TIL MY B-DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

+ my party tomorrow!

EEEEEP